I've got friends in low places.

change  (chnj)

v. changed, chang·ing, chang·es

v.tr.

1.

a. To cause to be different: change the spelling of a word.

b. To give a completely different form or appearance to; transform: changed the yard into a garden.

2. To give and receive reciprocally; interchange: change places.

3. To exchange for or replace with another, usually of the same kind or category: change one's name; a light that changes colors.

4.

a. To lay aside, abandon, or leave for another; switch: change methods; change sides.

b. To transfer from (one conveyance) to another: change planes.

5. To give or receive the equivalent of (money) in lower denominations or in foreign currency.

6. To put a fresh covering on: change a bed; change the baby.

v.intr.
  
Why do we change? Why do people change? and why do things have to be changed? These are just questions that have consistently been on my mind....

I've been doing better and getting grips to real life and the people that are in this world. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I'm working now at an environment called "Convergys". If anyone knows about this company, you know my frustrations, Its a job and i need money so this is where the wind has blown me to. I am getting to the point of no return tho... maybe the next best thing is Stripper?? (Im kidding mom, dont shit a brick) But lately i am sick of hearing about all the things i'm doing wrong instead of any positive feedback. Right now in my life i need some positive, and yet i still have not been able to dig any up.

Change is what i'm looking for i guess, new hairstyle is about to kick in in a week, hoping this will help. But what i'm mainly looking forward to is the fact i may be moving back home, ( yes something i thought that i would never do!) but it may be the best decision for me, i moved down here to get away from people and situations but i am back where i started in those cruddy circumstances. My mom calls it running away.

i agree with her.

i believe that running away will solve my problems and i wont ever have to think of them again, so far, its worked. So maybe this is what i need to do.

Pace e amore sia con te